Hope

When my heart
Is torn asunder
And my world
Just falls apart
Lord You put
Me back together
And lift me up
To where You are

***
There is hope
Beyond the suffering
Joy beyond the tears
Peace in every tragedy
Love that conquers fear
I have found redemption
In the blood of Christ
My body might be dying
But I’ll always be alive

***
You have turned
Mourning to dancing
You have covered me with grace
The struggle here
May last a moment
But life with You
Will last always

***

When the age
Of death is over
And this world
Has been reborn
I’ll be there
Beside my Savior
This is our grace
And rich reward

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There is hope
Beyond the suffering
Joy beyond the tears
Peace in every tragedy
Love that conquers fear
I have found redemption
In the blood of Christ
My body might be dying
But I’ll always be alive

~Phil Wickham, “When My Heart Is Torn Asunder”

What You Want

 

Every day I’ve been feeling the pressure
I always gotta know the plan
It’s a weight that I’ve tried to shoulder
I thought I could, but I can’t

And I’m so tired of chasing dreams
When I am wired to let You lead

You’re changing my heart
To what what You want
To love how You love
And that is enough
There’s no greater plan
That I need to know
You only ask me to follow

And want what You, what You want
And want what You, what You want
And want what You, what You want
And want what You, what You want

Oh, there’s freedom in this surrender
I feel myself come alive
And the burden feels like a feather
When I let my agenda die
And I get so tired of my own dreams
When I am wired to let You lead

So many leaders
You ask for followers
So keep on leading
‘Cause You’re my Father

~Tenth Avenue North

Empty My Hands

I’ve got voices in my head and they are so strong
And I’m getting sick of this oh Lord, how long
Will I be haunted by the fear that I believe
My hands like locks on cages
Of these dreams I can’t set free

But if I let these dreams die
If I lay down all my wounded pride
If I let these dreams die
Will I find that letting go lets me come alive

So empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with you

These voices speak instead and what’s right is wrong
And I’m giving into them, please Lord, how long
Will I be held captive by the lies that I believe
My heart’s in constant chaos and it keeps me so deceived

But if I let these dreams die
If I could just lay down my dark desire
If I let these dreams die
Will I find you brought me back to life

So empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with you

‘Cause my mind is like a building burning down
I need your grace to keep me, keep me from the ground
And my heart is just a prisoner of war
A slave to what it wants and to what I’m fighting for

So won’t you empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with you

Empty my hands
Fill up my heart
Capture my mind with you

With you
I need you now

~Tenth Avenue North

Born Again

I came into the world, into the wild
No place for a child
Used my voice to howl 
With the ghouls of night
In the dying light

Had to learn to get what I need
In the dark, empty
Instincts are guiding me 
Like a beast to some blood
And I can’t get enough

I’m losing control; my body, my soul
Are slowly fading away
But I’m ready now 
To feel the power of change

I’m my mother’s child
I’m my father’s son
It took me awhile
But my time has come
To be born again

Running scared in between what I hate 
And what I need
Savior and enemy are both trying
To take my soul
And I can’t hide no more

Stumble out to the light
Raise my fist up to fight
Then I catch your eye 
So full of love
Lord, what have I done?

I cry at your feet, wounded for me 
And all of the monsters and men
But here in your light 
We can begin again

I’m my mother’s child
I’m my father’s son
It took me a while
But my time has come
To be born again

“Born Again” by Josh Garrels

Tell The Truth Tuesday: Music Edition

I don’t have very many interesting truths to tell this week. Actually, I have a number of burning topics that definitely fall into the realm of truth-telling, but they’re a little too long to be hashed out from my desk here at work. (Shh…I’m on break.)

So, here’s the quickie edition of Tell The Truth Tuesday, involving five songs that are getting the top plays on my ipod this week. These are in no particular order, and I apologize in advance for the ear-jarring whiplash one might receive from hearing this [very random] mix.

1. Hurts, “Somebody To Die For”

I finally got a hold of their latest album, ‘Exile’, and it’s getting just as many plays as their stellar debut, ‘Happiness’. Quickly becoming one of my favorite bands.

 

2. Queensryche, “Silent Lucidity”

I first heard this song in the Supernatural Season 2 episode, “Heart”, and it’s been one of my favorites lately. I don’t listen to this sort of music very much, but it’s a lovely change of pace from the relentless pop genre.

 

3. Fall Out Boy, “My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark (Light Em Up)”

Speaking of relentless…I haven’t really watched the music video for this, but I may or may not be addicted to this song. Part pop, part punk, part rock and roll, and all completely awesome.

 

4. Tenth Avenue North, “Don’t Stop The Madness”

Another new album, and another favorite song. One of my favorite Christian bands, and one whose lyrics are always completely honest.

 

5. Kansas, “Carry On My Wayward Son”, lullaby version

Yes, one of my favorite songs as a lullaby. Somebody hold me.